Kiki Putri’s Blog

In my loneliness

Sometimes I wonder

Still far away or not my journey ?

Still much or not my time ?

God

Sometimes I tired

Sometimes I want to lay on

And sleep for a while

If I have to move on

Give me a strong, God

To step on

Accomplish my road that still long

If my time still

Give me a chance, God

A chance to painty

My road with a beautifull color

But, if I have to stop

End this journey of learning

God, I won’t be sad so

Because behind all of this, there is a meaning

I don’t have great heart

To forgive you

When I being selfish

That you should be mine

I don’t have great heart

To forget you

Even those memories

Hurt inside so deep

I don’t have great heart

To smile

If I have to see you

I just wish you or me disappear

I don’t have great heart

To forgive my self

When I can’t be with you

Be the one

But I do have great heart

To release you

To understand

The reflection of truth

Yourself say

Easy to forget

When you lost way

You will find a way to home

Yourself say

Heart may ever broken

When you lay

Into deep fall in love

Yourself say

Be strong

Don’t be afraid to cry

Even you know you did make something wrong

Yourself say

Love doesn’t mean to have

Actually

Deep in heart have a great great struggle

Yourself say

The answer might outside

Finally

You learn about “it takes time”

Once

In this life

We ever fall in love

And get crazy for a while

But then

Once

In this life

We ever get heart broken

Tears become dried

Smile are shield

Words are silent

Only heart whisper

Life for today

Not for waste

Not for past

Prepare for the future

Eventhough heart can not be the same again

Life must go on

When everything is changing

We must move on

Dear Maleeka

Mommy at office now

What are you doing?

Are you sleeping?

Are you awake?

Are you learn to talk with grandma and grandpa?

Are you play with Brother Adit or Cholis? Or your Uncle?

Are you miss mommy and daddy at day time?

Maleeka

Mommy always miss you while at the office

Mommy always wondering what is your new improvement everyday

Mommy is wishing could watch you grow up every minutes

But Mommy must work for our family

Maleeka

As same as your daddy

We both love you so much

No need many words to spell

By heart to heart we will talk and understand

Eventhough Mommy and daddy far from you at day time

Maleeka

Don’t be naughty

Be nice

Be smart

Mommy always miss to hugh you and smell you

Get grow fast and learn to talk

Mommy miss to hear your voice

See you at home after mommy and daddy back from work

Big Hugh,

Mommy

I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And held me up and gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me.

Chorus
You gave me strength

To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

And I can’t believe it’s you I can’t believe it’s true
I needed you and you were there
And I’ll never leave, why should I leave
I’d be a fool
‘Cause I’ve finally found someone who really cares

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me hope
When I was at the end
And turned my lies
Back into truth again
You even called me friend

Repeat Chorus

You needed me
You needed me

song of anne murray

http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=3954103&song=You+needed+me

When you try to be saint

You hang your selfish

You ignore your egoism

You just do everything that kind

You put your hand up

You spread gentle touch

Make everyone you touch

Feel that you an Angel

But sometimes Angel could cry

Angel could angry

Angel also jealous

Angel sometimes pshyco

Than… the Angel become a human

That fragile

That sometimes lost way

And lonely

The Angel spread gentle touch to another

For Fun

For One Night Stand

Than… the Angel become Animal

What Are You ?

Angel… ?

Human… ?

Or Animal….?

In the end

You live your life

You choose your way

You laugh… Smile.. Cry… for yourself

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry ?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can’t sleep at night ?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don’t come out right ?
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad ?
You’d do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away ?
You’d give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words
to get you in their heart ?
But you don’t know what to say
And you don’t know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You’ve dreamed of all of your life ?
You’d do just about anything to
look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
you’ve given your heart to
Only to find that one won’t
give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the
day when they will care

What do I got to do to get you in my arms baby
What do I got to say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
‘Cuz baby I can’t sleep

Song of Brandy

http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=1110491&song=Have+You+Ever

When I Leave Home

After Big Fight with my step Father

I call Zinta for a help

And he came

When I Confuse

After I knew I did wrong in our relationship

I call Zinta for an appologize

And he give me a kiss

When I did go out with someone else

And I told to Zinta

He get mad to me

And I could feel his heart away

When I did try to fix the mistake

Zinta open his arms

We did talk a lot and cry together

And commit to hold strong our arms

When I Have no one to hold

When I need to tell a lot of story in my daily life

When I need happy not just a fun for a moment 

Zinta there

Zinta fill my life

And make it colorfull

Zinta are so meaning to me

Make my life more beautifull

Zinta is Ahmad Fauzi

Zinta is my husband now

Zinta is my true love and life

Zinta is the answer of lonely pray